It just hurts me when other people I am watching are hurting for whatever reason, mostly from depression and etc. I just want to take their depression away and beat the every living fuck out of it until my friends feel better, even a little.
It's hard to watch artists suffer the way they do, because of life and the system just makes one feel like shit.
But I want to tell all the artists and to those watching me, is that you are going to make it. I believe it, even if you may not and that you feel worthless or that you feeling lacking to yourself. But I will still support and believe in you, and care about you, even if you don't yourselves. *hugs* You do what you all need to do and want to get yourself together, while I try myself.
I may feel some hurt now, but I'm still kicking and screaming to go on, because I have someone and others that keep me going today.
I'm not telling anyone they can't feel. Crying helps relieve the pain and helps a lot then when you bottle it up.
(This is just vent. I really do care for you guys, almost to a fault.)